Riina kogemised

Today it’s been sort of a marathon. Searching for information in e-library has been THE thing today. My neck almost hurts from it already (but that’s because I don’t stretch often enough I suppose). After working on some stuff all day and getting back after 3-hour brake I realised that I was focusing on wrong things… I was focusing on one issue, but I should really be working on a different one.

And then the 3-hour brake sort of extended to be almost 6-hour one, because of a really time-consuming task I had to finish today. Yes, I know what is more important (or do I?), but still somehow I feel responsible enough to do what is needed to be done even though that doesn’t quite help me with my own goals.

Anyways, now I have this beautiful music playing and I feel that I should go to bed. But guess what?! Can’t do that yet, because what needs to be done, needs to be done. So I have to get at least 2 of those missed hours from my bedtime. Which sort of sucks, but I have a deal with myself – from sleeping hours I can only take time for what is MOST important in my life at the time. Whether it is chatting with some really good friends or writing thesis or studying maths.