Riina kogemised

Neljapäeval saime maha pisikese soolaleivapeokesega :) Sellise tagasihoidlikuga, kus pakkusime oma toredatele külalistele kartuli ahjuvormi ja kirsi-juustukooki, lisaks muidugi Jürgeni tehtud õunaveini.

Ja see oli alles algus – reede õhtul pärast tööd põrutasime Viljandisse. Tallinnas tegime enne minekut veel kiire ampsu miskis ülehinnatud hiinakas narva mnt ja jõe tn risti läheduses. No ja Viljandi oli mõnus, nagu ikka. Und jagus umbes kella 10ni, siis nautisime niisama õdusat olemist ja pärast esialgseid kiireid plaane võtsime ette sõidu Lõuna-Eestisse. Ema ka punti, Tartust läbi, Põlvasse ja sealt edasi juba koos Jürgeni vanematega Karilatsile kala sööma, Kiidjärve uudistama, Taevaskoja paisu ja Lonny’t piiluma, Pesasse kohvile-koogile ja Viljandisse saunatama. Pühapäev lubas jällegi veidi pikemat und nautida, ja seejärel üks tõsiseltvõetav brunch – kella 11st kuni kella 14ni toimus vahelduva eduga võileibade söömine, kohvijoomine, koogisöömine ja konjakijoomine. Tõsiselt igati kordaläinud üritus kogu see nädalavahetus ;)

15.11.2008

I think I came to this thought already in January when I really started to focus on getting my maths subjects done so that I can graduate. It was the beginning of the exam session and I had only few chances left to get my things done.

So the thought that really got me going at that point when I had to do things fast and efficiently was that "I need to feel that I’m successful".

There are few ways to get that feeling. For me it meant that I really had to focus and study hard. I had to get to the bottom of things and start understanding. Sometimes it happened at 3:54am when I had been staring at the computer screen or the piece of paper with the task or a formula for about an hour without any ideas how to go further. There was no one to ask for help, it was just me and the issue. But then somehow the solution came and in the end I managed to get the tests done quite alright.

I can clearly see that this seems to be the strategy for me to really get things done that are so tough or not that interesting. I have felt the same burning thing for the past week – the need of being successful, the need of feeling that I am one little step closer to my goal. So today I got that feeling and now I feel even more motivated to go on. To keep going and going and going until it is all done (or until I crash, but I hope that’s not gonna happen before middle of June).

I know I can do it, because I have all the skills and abilities to get it done. I feel motivated, I have a bigger goal to achieve, I have divided it into smaller tasks and put them in the timeframe, I can quite well understand what I’m studying and to be honest, I also have enough time to make it happen. It’s just a matter of taking the most of it!

Well, that’s enough for today and now it’s time to get back on track (cause I love being on it, as some people who know me well might say :D)!

And no, I don’t have a new haircut, I haven’t been to hairdresser’s for about 2 months now. And for your information, I think that for a change this hairdo in this context is totally cool :D So deal with it! :)

Paanikaosakond jälle… järgmise 23 päeva jooksul tuleb selgeks õppida kogu matemaatiline analüüs II ja tõenäosusteooria materjal, sest ilma nende kahe aine eest hinnet kätte saamata ei saa ma kindlasti mitte mingi valemiga lõpetada. Isegi kui lõputöö ees on juba positiivne tagasiside saadud, et juba peaaegu ok on asi.

ma peaksin endale ja õppejõule ja ükskõik kellele teisele tõestama, et ühe päevaga on võimalik saada teatud osa teooriast niipalju selgeks, et see positiivsele hindele ära kirjutada. Aga ma kahtlen endas… sest ma ju ei ole supergirl :S (ja ma ei oska lennata, aga see ei puutu sellesse teemasse)

Igatahes on teemaks matemaatika ja kuni homme hommikul kella 13:30ni pean ma uskuma, et suudan selle homme ära teha. Lisaks pean muidugi roppumoodi õppima ka :D Niiet kõtt nüüd :D

vasakule ära…

Hehe, I’m guessing after some recent events that one of the safest compliments (if there is such a thing) that a guy can do for a girl is "oh, nice hair, have you been to the hairdresser’s?" :D I’m sure many of you girls have heard such pathetic compliments such as "you look great" or "you look great today", which can then be translated in a girl’s mind that otherwise you don’t look great, it’s just this one time or something. Also applies with anything else "this dress suits you really good" – translation: so pants are not ok? :D and so on, you get my point.

But as far as with this hair thing – if you have been to the hairdresser’s, it’s nice that people notice. If you haven’t been, it’s still nice to hear you have nice hair :D right? :D and the great thing is that you haven’t really worked on it, and people still notice ;)

However, don’t try this trick too often, people might see you through and don’t take it seriously anymore :)

Just a little addition – I’m not planning to go to hairdresser’s until in the middle of June :D Just so you know!

to follow the tradition I’ve sort of started lately (can’t really be bothered with checking it out), I’ll make a brief posting tonight as well :)

Today from totally different perspective ;) Not about thesis at all (check last comment I wrote in the () :D)

Anyways, it’s time to return a favor so to speak. I have always found statistics a bit interesting, so today here’s my tiny ideas ;)

Ki is still by far the site that brings most people to my blog :D I don’t know how it’s happening, but more than 25% of my website visitors came through that blog.

686 | 25.64% | http://atlasmira.blogspot.com

Orkut has brought itself up quite a bit (I guess it’s easy to click the website link there. You’re killing time anyways, so why not kill it on my website :D)

147 | 5.50% | http://www.orkut.com/Profile.aspx

Then of course the old blog that has brought some readers

132 | 4.93% | not going to put the link here for obvious reasons ;)

And then following some AIESEC blogs:

• http://roosatydruk.blogspot.com (96, 3.59%)
• http://marjam.blogspot.com (76, 2.84%)
• http://aiesectallinn.blogspot.com (71, 2.65%)

As everything else is under 2% or 50 visitors then I won’t bring them out. At least not until the number has increased :D Oh, well ;)

One person from our EB team has or has not visited 14 different entertainment places (pubs, clubs, etc) during one night

…  been in the kindergarten

… been taking drama lessons as a child

… been in Rome spraying a bunch of Greek guys with pepper spray and ran away

… had 1.5 years DisneyWorld pass

… learned how to drive a tractor

… got a first grade "2" in 6th grade

… graduated high school with silver medal

… hitchhiked alone to Pärnu one summer

… spent a night at the train station of Marseille and chased away big rats with some stones almost all night

… graduated high school with gold medal

… been a crisis counsellor

… has never been to Serena water park

… has the average grade at Uni over 4

… backed into a car and was charged

… belives that every person has these overly crazy year, but after that they calm down and craziness goes by

… has had drivers’ licence almost 9 years

… knows sign language

… learned how to read at the age of 3

… would have 2 brothers

… doesn’t eat blood sausages

… hitchhiked from Southern-France to Madrid once

… has lived in Nõmme for more than half a year

… has repeatedly visited the crazy house

Some of it true, some of it not. Some of it true for those who said it, some of it true for someone else. All in all we’re a bunch of crazy people :D

My craziest and funniest (and sometimes most random) team 

.Marina.Liise.Siret.Mati.Me.Cristo.

1 important maths’ test hopefully done out of two

2 days until I go to a short visit to Copenhagen, AIESEC event and getting to know the city

3 A4 papers with post-its on them on my wall with my focuses

4 days of AIESEC conference in the beginning of May

5 people who are expecting the best from me during next 1.5 months

12 days till I have to finalize the theme of my Bachelors’ thesis

19 days until I have to send in the final version of my thesis to the coach/tutor

20 pages to go until there is enough material for thesis

25 of April is when I find out if I was chosen for BEST Summer Course

45 days until the end of my term as the president of AIESEC Tallinn

67 times has been the most played song played in my computer – Kelly Clarkson "Miss Independent"

85 most important photos from past years were found out recently

well, it’s difficult to see it sometimes, but I’m getting there soon ;)

Testpostitus koos pildiga:

Juba mitu aega on mul mõttes olnud, et ükskord võiks ju ühed rulluisud kodus olemas olla. No ja nüüd kui esimene peaaegu täiskuu eest töötatud tundide palk käes, siis tuli see trikk ka ära teha. Õnneks oli mul soovitaja ja asjast vähe rohkem teadja täitsa omast käest võtta :D O aitas mul uisud välja valida (juba päeval saatis mulle tegelikult lingi :)) ja muu kama ka sinna juurde leida (kaitsmed, seljakott, kiiver, sokid). Päris mugav, sest ma uiske ostma minnes polnud kuigi kindel, et ma samal päeval kõik vajaliku kätte saan.

Uisud-värgid käes võtsime suuna kohe Saku->Kasemetsa->Tohisoo rulluisurajale, et siis kohe uisud sisse ka õnnistada. Superluks oli igatahes ;)